Let me just say it once more "I trust all of the changes occurring in my life" -- whew that's a whole entire word in itself. The root of this mantra is "Do I trust myself?" Of course it's easy to simply say YES and to move on to the next subject but I know that this is a question that I've revisited time and time again. Trusting myself is me releasing the expectation that things in my life will remain the same and that I will be in control of the outcomes in my life. Unfortunately life does not work like that at all. When I started choosing myself, my experiences in my life also began to shift (which is what I asked for right??) but with any shift - I naturally began to feel anxious, fearful, and unsure. These anxious feelings are natural but do not reflect me trusting myself. Honestly at times it seems easier to wither in my anxiety, fear and uncertainty than to embrace the changes occurring in my life. So again I repeat, "I trust all of the changes occurring in my life". Change is inevitable and is needed to support, provide, and equip me for what's to come. There are resting periods in my life when things are "comfortable" and there are also seasons where everything has to shift. I'm learning (emphasis on learning) to embrace the change and to not run from it. It's okay for my mindset, behaviors, environments and routines to evolve because that also means that I'm evolving which is something to be celebrated. I am equipped and I am more than capable of achieving what's to come. This new season in my life that I am embarking on is an unfamiliar mystery but I am excited to be here. In fact, I prayed for these shifts to occur.
The changes in my life are occurring for the greater good. I do not have to know what's to come in my life. I can trust myself and my decisions. I can be unattached from any expectations that I may have had. I can let go of any expectations of how my life is "supposed" to be.
I am evolving by experiencing new occurrences in my life.
Ase,
A.C.
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